i want to be able to feel comfortbale with a guy running his hands all over my body. i want to be able to cuddle with someone without feeling insecure with his arm over my stomach. i want to rock a bikini and not be embarassed over my body. i want to be able to go skinny dipping with my friends when were drunk at a party and just rip off my clothes and be care free. i want to be able to take a shower with boys. i want to be skinny.